i am sleepy.. arrrghh..

Was in the morning shift at work today

A patient of mine: was actually in a state of derpession as her prognosis is not really on the brighter side. I have nursed her for few days and i can see how depress she is. :(

Being in a medical oncology ward is challenging yet it do teaches me a lot of stuffs. Unknowingly.. every cancer patients will experience pain. And i actually did a nursing research essay during my polytechnic times about 'cancer pain'. And yes people. The untolerable pain can never be describe by them. Only the patients, themselves will be able to know what this pain is but unable to put it in words.

Back about my patient. MDM X. ( i wont reveal her name here for confidentially purposes). She gave all the nursing staffs packets of biscuits. How sweet right.. And my nursing manager and clinician decided to return her with a card. Which will be written by all the staffs..

And I actually wrote it in Malay. As usual la. I feel much more comfortable expressing my feelings in Malay. mine me. She is a malay, so thats the reason i am able to wrote my message in Malay..

this was what i wrote

from nadeera:

'panas terik, hujan badai. Kita lalui bersama' remain strong emotionally. and smile always.

those words was from one of Siti Nurhaliza's songs. I couldnt put it in my own words since i have to think fast and wrote the card. So, i dont know why these words just appeared on my mind.. But nursing her for few days, i just wanna convey the message that she is not alone. We, the nurses are there to accompany her through out the care and treatment.

i really hope she do get better.

Ok... i went to Causeway point with my partner in crime. Who else. That Liyana la. :)) Initially, i had a plan to change to a new phone but but.. being that fickle me.. i didnt at last. And Liyana truly understands me despite accompanying me after work..

Had dinner at McDonalds and chat about our endless works and some unpleasant people who we came across while working.

Before we decided to go home, Liyana went to Bossini and bought a bottom. Suddenly that shopping mood of mine appeared la.. So, i told Liyana. Lets go Charles and Keith. And we bought a pair of shoes.. Whee! :))

And here i am at home.. :))

I wanna finish reading my 'Ayat Ayat cinta' by next week..

Last but not least. i am praying so hard. Very hard hoping that Nadhirah and Jiali got their March leaves. So that we could embark our journey for holiday.. And i really hope that my dear dad allows me too. I have to talk to him tomorrow. :))

OK PEEPS.. CHAOS!