Words. Thoughts. .


I seldom do talk to my parents about what happens at my work. But when I did, it means that I want to share with them and indeed, when I do that, it do makes me feel better. 1 month of attachment in the specialized departments have just finished. 1 more month plus to PRCP. Fiona is right. Posting to the wards is a crucial one for us to get hold and get use to whatever that is going on in the wards before PRCP in which they would want you to know every single matter and function like a staff nurse.

I have made up my mind of where will I go for my PRCP. I will not mention it here. If you are close to me, you will know it once I say to you.

I am in the crucial state in which I need to work hard to build a foundation for my career. I have console myself. Yes. I will be facing with so much challenges. Uncountable. Maybe these challenges can go beyond my imagination. And only the ALMIGHTY knows more than I do.

Oh God. There is fear. There is hope. There is a will.

I place everything to you AlMIGHTY in which I will also work towards it...


And Insyaallah( with God's will), I will be starting a new lesson next Saturday. I am taking up something new and I hope that it will be my new hobby.. :))



:))

I was born to try. :)

Yap. Its early in the morning. I woke up to munch something before dawn...

This blog entry is dedicated to two of the staff in the A&E department , TTSH. Senior Staff Nurse Zaliah. A nurse whom Suhailah and myself truly admire. And Erolled nurse Jin Seng for being the most friendly nurse to us.. And she is cute..Hehehe :))

Yesterday.. Ermm. In the A&E, I was posted to the RESUS room. And what can I say! I am so darn lucky that SUHAILAH was my partner. Thank God. Anyway, for those of you who may not know what is Resus room.. Its actually resusitation room. I hope I get that right.. Hahaha. Yeah. Its where critically and emergency cases would be brought in. Like uncouncious patient and you got to do CPR and blah blah blah.

And for the first time ever, I got to insert NG tube on a patient. Thank Goodness that the staff nurse is a doubly nice guy. Er... I think I seriously did bad la can. But hey, I got it in the stomach with an attempt after which they actually did for him a chest x-ray. Mauahaha. Pls la. Its my luck I should say.. So lucky that the tube should not be remove and be inserted back again. Phew. I think if that happens, I wont be attempting the second attempt. Anyway, NG tube stands for nasogastric tube in which are inserted in patients who have difficulty in swallowing, or what they call the medical term, dsyphagia. Err. I hope I get it right again. I can forget my stuffs you see. Hehehe..

It was stress as Suhailah and I felt so emmmm, lost.. despite of the second posting to resus room. And there goes my chance of doing a CPR on a real patient. I didnt got to do any..

So, anyhow, today Naz will be coming and Yati is excited. Hahaha. Yati Yati.. Anyway, Naz is our school technician.. I guess..Not too sure.

Apart from that, Liyana is already asking to watch HAIRSPRAY.. Hehehe. Dear Liya, Shall confirm with you again yar.

K. Got to go for now. Toodles.. :)

I am having tons of watse in my brain.. HAHA. No. Its just that I have things running through my mind. And, I would rather be quiet nowadays.

So, I went home after working in the morning shift. Then, went to accompany Suhailah to buy the thing that she intended to get for her dad.. Anyhow, While I was on the bus, about to alight, I saw this lady in front of me. She kept turning to look at me. I was getting annoyed can. But, patience counts in for me since I am fasting. When I alighted the bus, again! She turned to look at me. Hahaha. I tried to think hard. And, I realise that she was the lady who once sold vitagens to me once. You know, "that type" where they will actually come to your doorstep and deliver the vitagens. Hahaha.
PERHAPS. I was a bad girl la. I bought from her once and few months ago, she actually came to my house. She press the door bell. But I actually ignored her and told my mum, " No need to open the door" Hahaha. So, I think I get the point.

Mybe she wants to sell the vitagens to me again?

I am truly clueless for my Hari Raya costume this year. Whats more, when I was just walking in the bazaar yesterday, it seems that most of the costumes are still the same. Emm. I mean the fasion are still very much familiar to the previous year.

I am still feeling as weak as yesterday. Those feverish feelings are still adhere on me.

I am getting so much random in the things that I blog nowadays. Pardon me. Gotta go right now. Or mum gonna be mad at me for not cleaning the shelves..Hehehe.

God bless all of you..

I was eating at around 730pm yesterday...
and suddenly my mind felt as if I am not stable..
I thought I was giddy.
But no.
My Mum and sisters felt it too.
The wallframe hanging on the wall were swaying.


Switched on the TV to channelnews asia.
It was the quake that was experienced by those who are in
Bengkulu, Jakarta and other parts that I may not about it..


YA ALLAH..
Only Almighty GOD knows what are the things that were going through
this mind of mine.
People staying above my house, some of them evacuated the building.
I was not scared or going hectic. Most probably, I was eating.. :P

I told myself. Just a little tremor being felt here, we are already
so
frightened.


Whats more for the people in Sumatra and etc.

May Almighty God protect brothers and sisters who are in
Indonesia area.


Selamat berpuasa to my Muslim friends. Regardless of where you are.
Kalau panjang umur, kita akan bersua di Aidilfitri..

Bon Voyage Peijie. :( She is off overseas for few days to represent Nanyang Polytechnic. Hope you will wear the white shades while on the cruise. :P

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Nurses from ED ask " What year are you now?".. Jeng jeng jeng.Errr.. Can I ask a question to my Nursing friends, Dont they only send the third year students and the advance Dip Students to ED? Have they ever send 1st year and 2nd year students to ED. I am clueless you see.


I am in Emergency Department at TTSH. Was going quite well for the past 3 days. Resus room was a challenging one. Despite of the challenge, I kinda of admire the nurses who worked at a fast pace. A challenge in Resus room is that, you are expecting things that are unexpected. Get the idea? Apart from that, although I know I am SHAKY once a while, I am working my best although you can get down at times. Yes! My critical thinking. It gotta be improve tremendously and I am learning that.

I truly regard Ms Ramani as a mentor. TRULY! Despite of her small size, she is a mentor whom I look upon to. Today, her words truly trigger this mind of mind. And yes, I will mark it down in this brain of mind.I think after the six weeks with her, i am gonna miss her. I know I am thinking far way front but hey, time do really pass fast. During my Operating Theater posting, 2 weeks do passed fast. I hope my friends who are attached in Operating Theater currently, are doing just fine.

Anyhow, I will update more. Do take care. May God Bless you guys.

Toodles.

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At last I got to talk on the phone with Peijie jus now. on evening when I came back home after my shift.. I am SO glad. I truly miss that chicken buddy. :) Anna was already messaging me " Why are you MIA?" Hahaha.. I know I have been packed since my attachments. I wonder how it would be when I have start working. Hectic?

I didnt get the chance to visit my secondary school on Teachers' Day celebration. Pejiie was disappointed with me but I couldnt do much as the shift for operating theater is already fixed. ( Long sigh).. Three consequtive years, I was unable to go back to pay a visit on those teachers on Teachers' day. And yes. I do miss my secondary school life but gosh. Way back then, I was still a hot tempered girl.

Anna's birthday is coming and we shall be celebrating it soon. I am sure its gonna be a blast for us although its a small celebration. Its only among us.I am waiting for the day to come..

Ms Ramani, my clinical facilitator is such a nice lady. She just understands how a student nurse feels. And yes. Her advices yesterday was really "foods for my thoughts" And, I cant understand why she was saying "I hopes that I am not making you guys sleep while I am talking". Haha. And the next things she do after saying that, was to look at me.She said I look doopy. I said " I was in deep thoughts" haha. So, if ever any of you see me looking sleepy, dont get the wrong idea la ar. Unless I start to compain that I am sleepy. If not, I am drowned in the sea of thoughts..doesnt mean that I am quiet, I am not analysing those words. I am a pensive thinker. Self declared. :P

Got to go guys. 3 more days in operating theater and next to emergency department.

2 library books to finish up.


ps: I am hoping that I will scrub tomorrow for a case. Hopefully! Same goes for Su and Nadia.

Byes!