OVERLOADED WITH SO MUCH INFORMATIONS IN MY BRAIN....

HAVE TO STUFF IN MORE INFORMATIONS IN MY BRAIN

AND THOSE INFORMATIONS HAVE TO BE REMEMBERED..

TILL THE DAY, THAT I WILL SIT FOR THOSE PAPERS..

LALALA...

STRESS??

I DONT KNOW...

I spent half of my day in school yesterday. For the event organised by Muslim Society. Was Having loads of fun meeting new friends and knowing kids from Islamic studies. Their education standard are just like the secondary but however, they learn Islamcic subjects too.

Woke up ay 615am. Bathe and went out at 710am. Reach school at 8pm. Whilw walking to school, met Hazwani. One of the members from Muslim Society.The committee group have not arrived. They were Farhan, Samad, Farah, Daana and Hafizah. So, came there and met the other members. Some of the boys and my juniours were already there. They were Shahidah and Zahidah. From Nursing year 1. In a while, the other groups of girls came.

Went to a room to practice our drama. We were going to present to the kids later. So, before they reached, we practised for the last time.

The kids at last arrived about 10 plus am. There were about 20 Muslim Boys and Girls. All from different schools. Then we, the freshies were suppose to introduce ourselves to them.

I said.. " Hi, I am Nadeera from nursing, yr 2.. " Hahaha. And I said it so smoothly in front of the crowd. I am slowly gaining confidence for public speaking.. Yeah..

We acted the drama and proceeded with the lunch. After lunch, they had their amazing race. I am not one of the helpers so I was left in the room with Diyana, Farah, Yasmin, another Yasmin and Hazwani. With Taufiq and Bilal. I had a great time talking to them and we knew each other much more closer now. Compare to the previous time. Hahaha.

Then had a talk with Samad and he told me that he need first aider for a camp. Just a community service. It was Yasmin who asked the help from him. So, he came to me and was aking if I was interested. He may asked Hidayah too. It was for the camp in Pulau Ubin orgainsed by a mosque. I think Daana agree to join me..hehe..yea! It will be after our common test definately. Or else, I wont even bother.

The kids came back from the amazing race they had their ICT presentation. I must say that the kids are just so wonderful/ Although some may be notorious but they can speak out well.

Then we went to the field near the HS and LSCT blk to have a game. But I was not there as I went to the prayers room to accompanied someone.

After the game, they had the lunch com dinner and went for their prayers/solat Zohor and Asar.

I was really happy to mwwt one the girls who was a former madrasah student. And now in the UIA( A university in Malaysia) . She was there to take over her sister place since she cant come. Her name is Azimah. 23 years old.Very friendly and sweet looking lady. She looks like my age. Petite. I was stunned to hear her speaking Arabic language so WELL!!!!!!!!!!! Oh gosh.. She told me that she do leave Singapore to be in Kuwait for studies last time. I am like wow. So, now she is doing her degree in Malaysia. I hope she would achieve her dreams one day.

After the dinner, every of the kids depart and I stayed to help Hafizah and Daana for a while. I reached home about 530pm. Had a great day making many friends.

Came to know this people who turn out to be my friends from Muslim Society.

Diyana- BMS( 1st year)
Yasmin- BMS( 2nd year)
Shahidah- HSN( 1st year)
Hazwani- HML( 1st year)
Zahidah - HSN( 1st year)
Juwita- HSN( 1st year)
Farah- ICT ( 3rd year)
Shikin- Mass Communication( 1st year)
Yasmin- Chemical and Molecular engineering ( 1st year)
Multazamah- BMS- ( 1st year)
Taufiq- Mechanical engineering( 2nd year)
Bilal- Mechanical engineering( 2nd year)
And some of the guys whose name that I have forgotten.. Really had a fun day. :)

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

I didnt go for my CCA today. I am just so sleepy and I was having a slight headache.. During the lesson this morning, my group "The Clanss" won the first..haha. Anyway, all of you must be wondering how our group got the name. C for Clare. L for liyana. A for Anisah. N for Nadeera, which is me. S for Suhailah and another for Shamini. That makes the "Clanss".. Hehehe.. We won for the Nursing Science quix on AAA, Abdomen Aortic Aneurysm.. Although we were unprepared but we just got to pull through the quiz with whatever that we could remember.

After NSS, went to eat with Liyana, Suhailah and Riana. Asked Nurul to join since she was alone. Ate rice early in the morning. Then we proceeded to the Library. Wanted to do research but was too tired to go to the Nursing section. So we decided to do our research in the computer lab. Had a great time with them. Half way through, Riana went off to have lunch with her boyfriend. Left the three of us until I had to leave around 1240pm as I have my Nursing Skills lesson to attend. Walked out of the library and met my friends who I have not met for such a long time. Caseline! A friend of mine. We were working in the same place. Robinson. She was a promoter. I was really shock to meet her after a year. While working, apart from Peijie, Caseline was one of my closest friend while working. She is becoming more pretty. Anyway, she is doing Business studies in NP. Then after that, I met my sports and wellness friend. Priya. Still as jovial as usual.

Had my Nursing skills lesson and then lecture at conventional center. At lecture theater 68.Was pratically falling asleep but I just force my eyes not to close. The place was just so nice to have a sleep. Mei Mei and Anisah was asleep. Hahaha. Mei Mei was awake when she saw a cool and cute guy. He was sitting behind. And the strange thing was that, that guy was not our Nursing peeps. Wonder what he was doing there.. Emm.

My parents bought for me a shelve to put all my nursing books! Thanks! Really appreciate it. I think you guys will faint seeing how thick the nursing books can be..

I think I am beginning to plan for my future.. Emm..I will work for 2 to 3 years. Then, I will take a part time degree or advance dip in SIM. Means, I wil work while studying. And everything take two years. Then I will work for few years. before furthering my studies to overseas. Maybe Australia or New Zealand. Or another option, after my diploma, I will work for 3 years then go overseas to further my studies..Emm..

I think the most hardest part for me would be leaving my dearest family behind while studying in overseas. I think I will really miss them. But at times, thinking about it, there have to sacrifices..

Words are easier to say rather then actions. Therefore, I hope I will work on my dreams. And definately, to have the bless form my parents. I hope, I will work on it and pray to the Almighty..

Last but not least, I am missing my sayang :(

Till here, God bless .. :)

I just came back from a concert.. NP concert band. Went with Jun jie. Was suppose to meet him at NP bus stop at 610pm. But I was late..hehe. Reached at 623pm. I have my reason to be late..hehe. I went for a hair cut today with my sister. Back to the topic. We were just on time for the concert to start. The audience were just so amazing. And the band played really well. There was a piece which I really love to hear. The girl wearing the black tudung played the drum set so well. Just stunned by that. Even Jun Jie said so..

I guess if Muhaimin is still in the concert band, I will see him playing.. Right Muhaimin?

Took some photos with JJ and Ms Sabrina. Will put it up soon..

Jun Jie wanted to go and ate ice cream after the concert but I was kinda of tired. And it was already 935pm.. So, I told him maybe other time. He do look tired too. So, I suggest to him to have an early rest since he is going to attend his service in church tomorrow. Miss Sabrina performed as a french hone player.

I actually went to school this morning. I had a meeting for a coming event next Saturday. Organised by the Muslim Society organisation(MSS). And I was late for 15 minutes. Errr. But they started the meeting not long after I came. I am going to act in a play. Hahaha. Act as an indian girl.. Hahaha. This event is for the secondary Muslim kids. MSS orgainsed this specially for the madrasah and normal secondary school students. So we will interect with them and do many ativities to let them know, hows life for a Muslim studnet in tertiery education. Gave a surprise to Samad and Daana..Hahaha..

Went to school at 11am yeasterday but Pharmacology lesson was cancelled. Hahaha. Shw was sick. Anyway, our Pharmacology lecturer's name is "HU".. And everyone( all nursing students) call her who who who..Hahaha. Since class was cancelled, I decided to join Liyana, Suhailah and Riyana to the computer lab. I decided to stay in the lab. Celebrated Felicia Birthday yesterday. I dont know about it until I met Mei Mei, Ayuni, Karen, Muhaimin and Hidayah. It was funny that Felicia got bullied by Mei Mei and Ayuni. Mei Mei threw a piece of cake to Felicia's face..haha..

Mei Mei and Muhaimin was down with flu and sore throat yesterday. Get well soon yar guys!

So many people skipped lecture yesterday! Had a good topic to talk to Mei Mei yesterday after lecture. She told me some of her personal experiences. Really enjoyed talking to her.Hahaha. Since I skipped on Thursday, I decided not to skip again. Anyhow, I have my own reason for not coming!

Had my Nursing Science test yesterday, and I am happy with my results.. :) And I am VERY very happy for Xiao Qui!!!!!!!! She got the bond fom KKH.. :)

Coomon test coming soon.. wow.. Thats fast and I will be back to the wards. Yeah!

Till here. May God bless you guys..

Hi. I have been really tired nowadays.

Yesterday, I decided to volunteer to get the Naso- gastric through my nose to esophagus to my stomach. Mdm Sara said that I can show a real life model to my classmates. Anisah inserted it for me. And only God know how uncomfortable it is to have the tube in the nose and through esophagus and in the stomach. For those who dont have any idea of what NG Tube, it is inserted into patient who have stroke, have difficulty in swallowing or just had operation in their oral cavity. They cant eat through mouth. And, a milk form will be fed by nurses through this tube. Some patients have it on for their whole life time.

I know my friends thought that I was kidding to volunteer to be the model. But, I think that I must try. In order to know the real pain, trauma and feeling of having the tube inserted.. Thanks to my class mates who gave me so much moral support while the tube is inserted. Anisah was trembling while inserting it through my nose and in to my stomach...Hahaha..

When the tube was inserted, tears actually roll down. Its a normal reaction in which because there will be mucous irritation so tears will be atomatically be formed. And after the tube was already inserted, it was really uncomfortable. Really. I promise.

Mdm Sara told me to tell my classmates the experience and the feeling of having the tube in. I said..................

" I think as a young and healhty person, I can still stand the pain. But I cant imagine how the elderlies who are on this tubing felt." I told them that rather than pain, its uncomfortable. Ming Lee was asked by Mdm Sara to take out the tubing. It was faster and lesser pain then inserting it in my nose to my esophagus to my stomach.

Thanks Guys. (my classmates)You guys gave an applause after the procedure..hehe. Thanks Vanessa for wipping my tears.. :)

Ok.. I will be having my tests soon. Biostatics tomorrow. I am glad that my individual presentation is over. My lecturer told me that I pass it. However, there is room for improvement on group project's nursing care plan..

Got to go for now. Hope you guys be happy always. May God bless all of you.. :)

I
Would
Always
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Mum....

I promise.. :) I may be the most rebellious,lazy and playful daughter among the four of us. But, the things that you have taught to me, have never be forgotten. I promise to be a good daughter and a good Muslimah.

I just want you to know that you mean the world to me..

Happy Mothers day, Mum.. Love you..

Its a holiday! And to all readers and friends who celebrate Vesak Day,may you guys have a meaningful day.

Yesterday, I cant help myself from laughing almost the whole time in lecture. Mei Mei was making me laugh. And she laughed at me for a foolish note that I have written in the lecture notes. Muhaimin laughed at me too. Ok. I think whoever sees it, will laugh. Hehehe. During lecture, Mei Mei and I were practically talking craps. But, we listen attentively to the lecturer ok..hehe. Yesterday, Dr. Pang, our Nursing Director, was giving out certificates to top 10% scorers. And its not a surprise to know that Boon Yen make it to the top again. She truely deserves that credits. :) Congrats Boon Yen and the others too..Congrats to Vanessa too.. for getting the best scorer in Clinical Attachment.

After lecture yesterday, went home with Hidayah and talked in the bus. Emmm. She alighted at Ang Mo Kio to meet her darling..And I continue my journey..Not to home. But to Hougang mall. I want to return my story book and borrow again. I just couldnt stop my self from reading. Especially Malay books.

I used to hate Malay in Primary school despite of being one of the highest scorer. I dont know why. I just couldnt make myself to love the language although I know I can love it.. I think ,maybe because of the teacher who taught me during that period of time..Anyhow, my perspective towards Malay changed when Mdm Elina taught me Malay. That was during sec 2. I just love the way she have taught us. I got the top scorer for Malay in my school during N-Level. But,Mdm Elina wanted to transfer to other school before we take our O-Level. :( To Temasek JC. I was kind of sad that I couldnt get a distinction for my O-Level.Maybe its bacause I dont really like the way, Mdm Salha have taught. She is a nice teacher but I still prefer Cikgu Elina..But now, I love Malay to the core because its the second language that I think I love. And the first would be Arabic Language.

Why Arabic language? I dont speak Arabic well but I can read. I continued my Islamic Studies until PSLE as a part timer but dint continue. Due to the clash of N-level previously. I really love my Islamic Studies. And I miss my Ustazah, Ustaz and my friends who were in the same class as me..

Definately one thing which I love to do is reading the Al-Quran. Reading the Al-Quran definately brings me serenity :)

Thats a a bit of me. Hahaha. Till here guys. May God bless you.

I forget. Really forget. Its not my fault. Anyhow, its beeeeeeen quite some times since I update my blog. Honestly, I am busy right now. Busy. At times, I just feel like sleeping in the lecture theater. But I can never do that coz, I have to catch all those tips that the lecturers are giving for our tests.

What a busy year. Every week I will have presentations. Next week, I am presenting it. Alone! Hehehe. On Myocardial Infaction. I still got Pharmacology presentation, individual assignment. My Nursing Research is done. And the practical is driving me mad. I want Dr June as my lecturer back can?

Me, Anisah and Samad stayed back in school today to do the practicle in the computer lab. Half way processing the data, and the guy who is in charged of the computer lab said that, they will be closing the computer lab soon. Then me, Anisah and Samad sat down to talk. I went home at 6pm.Although, the date line for NR practicle is next Friday, I want to finish it fast. Still got so many things for me to do. And last week, we learnt procedures of giving injections. Hahaha.

Hahaha. Ok. Hi club was fun! I learnt sign languages. I know the sign language of A-Z ! Yeah. Me, Muhaimin, Anisah, Ayuni and Felicia went together and we tremendously enjoyed it. Met Hajar, Samuel and other of my nursing peeps. The girl who taught me was so patient although I can be kinda of slow at times. Thanks to Anisah too! Our lesson will be every Monday. Emm. I am so glad that I can learn communicating with the mute and deaf. :)

Me and Peijie are aiming for the CCA certs. I mean, it do gives a good impression to your employer next time right.

I am off for now. May God bless all of u... :)

I feel terrible right now. I am having sore throat. And now, I am preventing myself from getting flu, fever and cough. I am sticking close to the medication timing.. Hehehe. Just dont want the virus to get resistant.

Today is the General Election. Arnt you guys excited. Really interested to know who won the most sites in my and other constituencies. Emmm.. Will get the whole coverage in Channel News Asia tonight. Anyway, I have been follwing closely with what have been happening. Emm. And the best person for me to talk about it, will definately be my dad. I was hoping that I could attend a rally last night at Serangoon Stadium but I was too fatigue to do so.

Had my Pharmacology presentation yesterday. It was fine. And Monday, would be my Nusing Science's Presentation. Its on Rheumatoid Arthritis. Do you all know that there are more than 100 types of Arthritis and Rheumatoid Arthritis is only one of them? Emm. Interesting yar. Just cant wait to learn more on the other diseases.

Women are more prone to most of the illness. Gosh. Such as UTI. ( Urinary Tract infection). The reason being because our urethra is shorter than guys. And oral sex can lead us to have AIDS. Not a joke ok..

Anyway, this is the photo that I took with Kristine. While waiting for lecture. :)














There are YEP to India and Cambodia! But me and Mei Mei still wanna go Indonesia! We wanna shop! But going India is not a bad option too.


Till here guys. Have a great weekend. Be good. Be safe. May GOD bless you all..

Ok. Now I am in the library doing project. Hahaha. Wish me luck. And to Melissa, At last I update my blog..

Have been busy with so many school works. Biostatics "computer works" is kinda of confusing. The lecturer is teaching so fast!But I am fine with the lecture notes and formulas. I will just have to distress myself. Have been sleeping late and just need some times with my family.

Ok. I intend to practice my oral presentation later when I reach home. Yeah. In front of the mirror. I got frighten to give a formal presetation each time. Just got to overcome the fear. Ayuni said that I look fine while presenting previously. I hope so.

Ok. Till here. I will continue more tomorrow and during the week end. I wan to have a hair cut soon!!!!!