i am sleepy.. arrrghh..

Was in the morning shift at work today

A patient of mine: was actually in a state of derpession as her prognosis is not really on the brighter side. I have nursed her for few days and i can see how depress she is. :(

Being in a medical oncology ward is challenging yet it do teaches me a lot of stuffs. Unknowingly.. every cancer patients will experience pain. And i actually did a nursing research essay during my polytechnic times about 'cancer pain'. And yes people. The untolerable pain can never be describe by them. Only the patients, themselves will be able to know what this pain is but unable to put it in words.

Back about my patient. MDM X. ( i wont reveal her name here for confidentially purposes). She gave all the nursing staffs packets of biscuits. How sweet right.. And my nursing manager and clinician decided to return her with a card. Which will be written by all the staffs..

And I actually wrote it in Malay. As usual la. I feel much more comfortable expressing my feelings in Malay. mine me. She is a malay, so thats the reason i am able to wrote my message in Malay..

this was what i wrote

from nadeera:

'panas terik, hujan badai. Kita lalui bersama' remain strong emotionally. and smile always.

those words was from one of Siti Nurhaliza's songs. I couldnt put it in my own words since i have to think fast and wrote the card. So, i dont know why these words just appeared on my mind.. But nursing her for few days, i just wanna convey the message that she is not alone. We, the nurses are there to accompany her through out the care and treatment.

i really hope she do get better.

Ok... i went to Causeway point with my partner in crime. Who else. That Liyana la. :)) Initially, i had a plan to change to a new phone but but.. being that fickle me.. i didnt at last. And Liyana truly understands me despite accompanying me after work..

Had dinner at McDonalds and chat about our endless works and some unpleasant people who we came across while working.

Before we decided to go home, Liyana went to Bossini and bought a bottom. Suddenly that shopping mood of mine appeared la.. So, i told Liyana. Lets go Charles and Keith. And we bought a pair of shoes.. Whee! :))

And here i am at home.. :))

I wanna finish reading my 'Ayat Ayat cinta' by next week..

Last but not least. i am praying so hard. Very hard hoping that Nadhirah and Jiali got their March leaves. So that we could embark our journey for holiday.. And i really hope that my dear dad allows me too. I have to talk to him tomorrow. :))

OK PEEPS.. CHAOS!

1st shot: Collage done by PEIJIE! I LOVE IT.


happy birthday to my 2nd dearie sister, Shameera!


Ayuniebest blog is no more exist. Sedih nye. anyway, i have this very strong feeling that her blog are read by many people. i think it can win an award for being one of the popular blog. I am serious. And i think if really Ayuni gonna have that blog closed or like changed the add, i think its for the best since recently it's polluted. Truly polluted by unwanted words and acts.

Cass, if you are reading this, let me tell ya something.. I was on my way to work and i saw someone who really resembles you. Seriously! I think she must be thinking i am a 'ti ko pek' or something. Because i keep staring at her. I mean, it does resembles my friend, Cass!

Hehehe.. That very day when i was doing my night shift. An idiot lodge a complain against me. And today, i transfer him out. Yeah right. I admitted him and i sent him off. What a joke!I think he does has PSYchological problem can. He kept saying his lawyer this and that. Skali he dreams of being a rich guy! lol. Ok. I wont talk much..

2 days ago, i went to watch " the curious case of Benjamin Button" I dont even know its Oscar nominated la. And the worst thing is, not knowing Bratt Pit is in it.. He's like looking so wow.. Despite of me not liking him that much.

What happened was, I went to watch with a colleague of mine. Planned to watch it at Bishan and while on the way to J8, received a call from Peijie. And she wants to watch a movie too! I was like 'what!' I was saying why dintyou told me earlier but luckily, she wanna watch it in the late evening. Together with Anna. Seriously, I dont wanna miss watching a movie with them as we seldom do that together! 'the wedding game' @ AMK hub @ 715pm. So i confidently told them.. "ok. i will be there. I am sure my show will end by then"

So, I watched with Malini and seems to realise, an oscar nominated movie seems to end longer then the other.. Sob sob. And i left the theater @ J8 half way . Leaving the movie an not watching till the end. Why? Because i dont wanna miss watchin' movie with those 2 Ah Sohs!

But seriously, you guys gotta watch 'the curious case of Benjamin Button.'Its kinda of perculiar on how the movie is but i think, its worth to watch. So, catch it. I was interested and have watched the trailer in facebook being posted by a close friend of mine, Fiona.

So, then.....

I rushed to Amk! And watch 'the wedding game' acted by Fann Wang and her boyfriend. Pardon me. I forgotten the name! Kinda of a romantic movie. The ending of the story, can be easily forsee. The kissing scenes.. I think its like endless. Maybe since they are like the real life lovers who are getting married soon, so wouldnt mind..they do look good together. a local production for us to be proud of.. :))

Since An Nur is looking for someone who is interested to go with him for coldplay concert.. I am interested to find anyone.. interested to watch Pink panther 2? lol. Liyana! Your kakak is acting seh. Aiswarya Rai!

Ok peeps. I am outta of here.

Adious!

i wanna vomit blood.. some colleagues are getting bad to worst.. i mean their attitude..

but hopefully, i am still strong.. :))

Happy V-day to you people out there.. :))

pre v-day, i had a bbq session with PJ and her bf. Anna, Jiali, Siti Nadhirah and her bf. Although there were only like the few of us, but we enjoyed to the max. The most romantic part, Ah jie ke, Peijie's boyfriend bought a simple bouquet of flowers for her.. And Siti and her bf, they look so happy together.. hehehe.. I will upload the pictures soon once Siti uploaded..

the next day, went out with my family earlier then head to Buona Vista to meet Liyana..

It was my off day and i was damn so HAPPY to attend one of my very good friend big day. Who was it. Anisah Parvin bte Shahul Hameed. She is no more single. She is someone's wife. :))

Both she and Miran looked stunning! Honest. I pray that may Anisah have a blissful married life ahead with Miran.

I attended the wedding with Liyana. Phew. Lucky she was there with me too. When we reached the place, we were so tired. Coz we were lost half way finding the community centre. At last we were on time for the solemnisation ceremony! :)) Miran look handsome as usual. Alhamdulillah. Everything is smooth. Amerik and Shikin were there too.

Next as the makan session.. hehe. The briyani was power! Hehehe.. Liyana have been longing to eat briyani so, yeah. She was so happy..

While the couple got ready for the dinner and changed to another suit, we were entertained by singings and blah blah..

Then comes the interesting part. The couple walking down, accompanied by the bangra beats and the guys. Awesome! I got it snapped on my camera and i have videos of these. Check it out on my face book.. And most of my photos are in my facebook too. So, check it out.. :))

the link: to the photos.
http://www.facebook.com/s.php?k=100000004&id=718322495&gr=102&sid=f5220d6199a4196c2e39ab11fc89d4a6#/album.php?aid=64379&id=718322495

the link to the videos:
http://www.facebook.com/video/?id=718322495

then met Rajeshri! She looked stunningon the red punjabi sui. Then went home together with her and Liyana and had a great hatting session.. :))


Anisah have been one the few friends who is so dear in my heart. I will never forget the moment when i needed an MC for the show in India. I asked for her help and she came forward to help.. and not fogetting in the help of studies.She have been like an akka to me.. Who advices and always has been always be a motivator despite at times when i failed. :)) May Allah bless the couple.. Amin..

the people i met up recently. tremedously enjoyzzz despite of the busy schedule..

Yesterday I have a super duper, long,heartfelt, fun conversation with Ayuni. And we plan for 'once a month session' with our own cameras! Great idea right.. who else can it be.. the avid photographers.. We plan to ask along Muhaimin, An Nur. And I want to grab Liyana along! And our first destination would be MARINA BARRAGE. wow! I am like super duper excited..

And super duper excited for 5th May. Because I will be meeting Fiona, Lijia, Suhailah and the whole gang again to celebrate 1 year of working.. :))

And again. I am super duper excited for my BBQ session with Pj, Jiali, Nad and her BF, Anna..This Friday! Whee..

whee...

And this Saturday gonna be a BIG day for one of my good friend . I shall not mention her name here. Myabe once I attend her special day and take photos of her, then you shall know who is that.. HOHOHO.. ( Liya, u know, i know) :P

ok.. So work have been pretty hectic nowadays. Serious. The ward is beginning to be like a warfare. And some of the family members of the patients are annoying.
But i still keep cool. At last, I passed my AED ( Automated External Defibrillator) course. PHEW. I am like super duper bad when it comes to practical, but i did it. Thanks to Liyana who did guided me morally.

ok peeps. I am out of here. I am on my first night today.. Wishing that all would be fine even if it would turn out hectic.

bye!

i have made a 'flickr' account.. for my friends who are avid photographers, you may want to have an account and share your pictures. :))

i edited some of my photos and yea. Defiantely not a pro shot. So, cant expect much.. hehe..

Apart from sharing th photos among your circle of friends, you may be inspired by some amatuer photographers or maybe professional photgraphers in there too...

the link..

http://www.flickr.com/photos/35063744@N05/

chao peeps!

i am gonna have holiday for tomorrow and Saturday. Whee!